Let’s stay together till we’re ghosts I want to witness love, I’ve never seen it close, but I guess I gotta find it first when i do trust its gonna be fireworks …
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Im here feelin like 50 back in 02 i got that buzz in the club but i dont even know you anymore u went out the door but i jus want the old you i feel spilt in 2, when i met her the love was soo true i saw only u i always tried to cop her something new shit time flew remember i would run after school for our 1 on 1 duels shit the things we use 2 do she always wanted a redo something like a time machine but she anit like to cook or clean bitch named daisy i loved her 2 death till my last breath brought a weird feelin 2 my chest bak in high school she fail all her test always in summer school stressed ,her life was a mess but in my eyes she was the best i didnt care if she was lazy she had them crazy hips big like jay-z lips and she could suck a crazy dick my mama said pick a chick that would stick threw wont stop chasing you b on ya like crazy glue shit idk what to do dont even got a clue thats like tryin 2 find a uncircumcised jew and that likes hitler 2 all these girls sayin stan he the man they anit lyin they testifying but daisy u got my mind all hazy like the weed u smoke,to you im a joke but with a knife my heart you poke i kno thier is no hope so i canceled all my plans but for some reason i dont understand why keep digging in ur sand tryin 2 find that buried treasure that box of many pleasures but her love is lost like water in a desert ………
hi my name is stanley rodriguez and this is how i am feeling right about now confused idk what going to happen in life and how exactly im going to use my psychology degree when i get it. How am i going to make a living with it? All i know is that i enjoy psychology and it is a passion of mines. they say if it makes you happy go for it why not have a job that you love to do. So that is one of the main points in my life right about now. I go to school all the way in buffalo ny , i guess i just wanted to get out of nyc and pursue my once dream of becoming a nurse. this is my 6th semester here and its a love and hate relationship. Love it because the school is great and the great friends i have here but at the same time i b missing the city i hate driving the 6 hrs -_-. I basically hate all this buffalo girls and never could find one i could actually date and im not one to fuck with hoes i guess. And every relationship with a girl ive had in the city while being in buffalo had gone to shit. Until i met this lil sexy thing called cecely lol she makes me happy and is a breath of fresh air damn i sound extra gay lol but yea idk thier something about her she so real and blunt about everything and i find that so attractive. I spent my valentines with her and shit was great like we went to this lil chinese restaurant on 115 st an Broadway and i bake her brownies for desert and got her a card and flowers the whole nine lol o yea i met her at a party like around oct lol it was attraction at first sight the whole night for about 3 hrs we talked and danced talked and dance i was like i think she the one lol ever since then we have been talking so i guess i could c how that goes but idk why i still havent open up 2 her completely i guess i jus dont trust girls or im jus crazy but that another thing going on in my life well I currently live in buffalo ny and go the university at buffalo i live in a apartment with two other people my bestfriend/brother chris which i have been threw everything with and i mean everything fights parties smoked cried even threesomes lol but recently we havent been that close i met him in the summer program for my school the summer of 07 and we jus hit it off ever since sounds mad gay lol but thats my nigga we tend to be very different i feel like im his lil brother at times but i feel like he always knows whats best for me. Recently we havent been that close i guess the whole thing about us being different is catching up to us. He has a girl now that he practically spends all his time with so i guess that could b but its happens to the best of us i dont blame him lol but yea his b-day is on friday im try 2 do something epic in my house hes gone till friday so if anyone have ideas let me kno but yea this is a lil fragment of whats going on in my life lol
i think im fallin for some girl i never thought i would ……….
can i be in love with two people at the same time ?
i really dont have time to blog and i really dont like sharing my feelings to the world „,
